still don't know what I was waiting for & my time was running wild, a million dead-end streets

Hi kids! I've made a few changes here, hope you like it.

I've been thinking about making a pattern archive for a while, since one of the most common google searches that takes people to this blog is "punk cross stitch patterns". Below the banner you'll find a new link (DIY or die!) that takes you to the page with the patterns. I'll try to update it with new ones when I get the chance.

& here's a video with Cross Stitched Eyes!

219 friends on facebook, but no one that calls on a saturday night

Apparently that's what it takes to get me back on the x-stitch track again. I stitched most of this yesterday & finished it this morning. I've had an idea in my head for quite some time to make something out of this Audre Lorde quotation & when I found a picture of her on the internet that really screamed "make me into a pattern!" I just had to do it. It's not easy to see, but there is two different shades of grey (oh good band! look here) in the portrait.

Audre Lorde was a caribbean-american poet & feminist, contemporary to Adrienne RIch & Sylvia Plath. She is often quoted in today's postcolonial & afro-american feminist critique, because of her early focus on racism & sexism & above all - how the feminist movement never will be part of the lived lifes of black or colored women if it doesn't confront its own power hierarchies. Racism & sexism is often based on the same type of structures & these structures are often so imbedded in the way that we perceive the world, how we make sense of it & how we judge it (in scientific terms), that if we do not confront this & deconstruct these structures then whatever freedom we get from it will only be freedom for some, not all.

See also the portrait of bell hooks.

fuck art, let's craft

This past Saturday was the grand opening of Craftwerk 2.0, an exhibition at Jönköpings Läns Museum (Sweden):

Craftwerk 2.0 is an exhibition that explores the new “updated” textile crafts that are developed by a new generation of serious amateurs, innovative craftsmen, engaged entrepreneurs and political practitioners.

I haven't been there myself yet, but you can read a report from Cross Stitch Ninja at Radical Cross Stitch. It seems too good to miss out on, as soon as me & some friend can get our hands on a car & some gas money, we're going on a road trip to see it.

all apologies (now you know what I didn't do this summer)

Once again I start this off with an apology & a promise to do better in the future when it comes to blogging. It's just that I haven't really done any cross stitching these last months, hence no updates (since I refuse to turn this blog into yet another whiny diary on the internet).

But don't think I've been totally lazy; I have a lot of projects that I've started but not finished. & now they're laying around the apartment as constant reminders of my failures & tendencies to never go through with stuff. Well, maybe not that drastic, but still - there's that little sting of I should have done better that is so annoying when you realize that something that once was joyful & fun has turned into yet another thing that makes you feel a bit... uncomfortable.

So, to get myself back on track again, I thought I'd ask you (if you're still there) which project I should concentrate on getting done? The portrait of Courtney Love? The wedding gift for swedish princess Victoria & her gym prince? The Buffy & Spike one? Or maybe the cross stitch based on the burnt down remains of Cyklopen? It's up to you now, just leave a comment.

Apart from that I've just finished one little thing this summer. It's a patch made from a stencil, but a bit modified. I did it around this years Punk Illegal festival in Munkedal - like last year it was a big success in every aspect (okay, maybe not the constant rain). Punk rock, good food, nice people & a good cause. I found it a bit funny that the festival was around the same time as the election for parliament of the european union, where words like freedom & the right to move across borders are often used. It's just that this freedom & these rights seem to be focused on capital, not people.

At the same time as we open up the borders for investments, money & exploitation, Fort Europa closes it's gates to the rest of the world, to the desperate people crossing water & desserts to get here & work for scraps from our tables. These are the people washing our dishes, cleaning our toilets & takeing care of our children & we thank them by makeing them into hunted animals, afraid to go out, to sleep, to live, to dream. All this because the much talked about freedom is only for those who can afford it.

oh, poor watcher. did your life pass before your eyes? cuppa tea, cuppa tea, almost got shagged, cuppa tea?

I started making this cross stitch around 1st of may (when else?) & now that it was finished, I wanted to use it for something suitable. & what's better than a tea cozy? I've never made one before, but with a little help from the internet & my cousin who provided some of the material, it actually turned out pretty nice. I won't show you the inside of it now though, 'cause there you can really see that sewing isn't my line of business...

The plan is to also line it with some of that red satin ribbon. But after three broken sewing machine needles I felt that my patience was running out, so I'm saving that for some other day.

You wanna make your own tea cozy? Here's a tutorial in swedish & here's one in english. & here you have the pattern I used, I made it from one of the stencils at Radical Graphics.

While you're at it, take a look at this girls crafty blog, I really found it inspiring for today's project.

hegemony, media, power structures & punk

This is my life right now & I love it.

But it doesn't leave much time for crafting.

does it bother you that I don't fucking care?

& here's the result of yesterdays + today's renewed love for Nasum. Now I feel inspired to massproduce patches again, just have to figure out bands with logos that would work well as x-stitch patterns. Naked Aggression & Infect are good candidates...